trails and triumphs

as i sit here breathing in and out...helping caine with his homework...he is having a ruff time in school right now...as expected ...but no excuse....i know i have let the things effect my attitude....but really how well are women supposed to "get thru" these kinds of things... the only answer i can give is..well im doin as well as I can do... and yes i know there are always ways i can or could improve on things...i've been in a VERY blue boat the last 3 weeks...and i know why...but i will not go into that on here...that is only for my heart and god ...sorry....and that's the truth ...what's in my heart to do what im doin...and people may and may not understand why or for what purpose..but there has to be a purpose... i know i feel like im rambling ...but ehhh oh well it's my blog and i can ramble if i wanna :-) ...i do apologize though...let me quote something it's always fun to use quotes...well scripture is even better!!! lol
Philippians 4:6-9.... that one is i think apropriate for the timing....for me at least ...and now we just got done with caine's homework...it's 7:34...ugh...i so wish things could be different for him....he derserves so much more...poor kid...he's got such a good heart ...it's soooo aggrivating to see him struggling the way he does...i pray for god to give me the strength and knowledge as his mother to teach him to know god.. and to understand what it really means to pray and not be selfish...i know i'am learning in some ways right along with him... it's very odd to realize you thought you knew things and to find out you were soooo way off it's not even funny... haha ok well i guess what i'm sayin (in circles) is i just think in order for me to spread gods word is to first know gods word... and that goes for caine as well ...yeah...:-) ok sooo im off ...
Krystal